My blog posts have been really short and abrupt, but every time I sit in front of this computer with this empty typing space in front of me, I can't seem to find the right words that describe my daily life to fill the vast space with...
Yeah, my point exactly. Hmm.

Life? Life has been good. I'm loving the sunshine weather and all this sudden surge of motivation to get my life up and moving again. There is so many things to look forward to: free cone day @ Ben&Jerry's, Battle of the Classes, Kumon, SPRINGBREAK2010, prom season, Jr. Prom, and everything in between... LET'S DOOOO THIS. :) As for my social life, my friends have been keeping me company day by day, Battle is my life during the afternoons, and homework is my partner in crime by night. On the other hand, my academic life has been tough. When people said junior year was going to kick my butt, I didn't really think it was going to literally kick, my, butt. Tests left and right, four projects in a course of two weeks, and random essays flying towards my face. (I just killed my SATs yesterday.) The past couple weeks haven't been so great, but starting this week I am going to redeem myself. Last but not least, my love life. Honestly? I don't know. There are moments, but I'm happy, and that's all that matters. (:

Here are some quick shout outs:
1 - I honestly have this love-hate relationship with people, but for this one, I'm going to say I love people. Random people proved to be the best when it came to having my back and the slightest touch held the most comfort. Thank you for various reasons whether it be offering me food, raiding the girl's dressing room for me, giving a hug, telling me to smile, just sitting down with me, telling me to look away.. you guys are the best! This shout out is really late, but better late than never, right?

2 - When you play Hey Soul Sister, I swear I can sit there and listen to you all day. No wait, I love it when I hear any song from you. I guess I can officially say I've been serenaded to sleep, hehe. (: Twice this week, let's shoot for more in the future.

3 - "I give kudos to Tricia for being civil." Seriously, me too. Two weeks ago, I felt like WW3 was going to start any time soon, and I'm not sure what the change of heart is. Maybe it's me realizing that the 2009-2010 school year is coming to an end too fast, or it's not worth being [blah] anymore. Whatever it may be and whatever the outcome is, at least on my part I can say I tried. Damn me and my heart.

4 - Friends come and go, but the ones that matter, stay. We've been through so much, haven't we? Through all the good and the bad, thank you for always being the one who stays at my side. Regardless what happens in the future, I really want us to stay fantastic friends no matter what! Mister, you are going to be stuck with me forever, NO OPTIONS. I have faith in us and I know we'll have a good future despite all obstacles. (: Please remember that no matter what, I'll always want to offer a shoulder to lean on, lend an ear, and make you smile. That's a promise that I will not want to break, and definitely do not plan to! The sun just can't be complete without the moon. (;

Just like the rainbow after the rain, a good thing will always happen after you experience pain.

The 2009-2010 school year is quickly wrapping up to an end. Despite all the dreaded tests/hardcore studying that must be experienced, I am going to be really sad as each month rolls by. It's been a good school year, and let's stay strong until the last moment, yeah? I'm determined to make the most out of my sixth semester in high school and spend as much time possible with my favorite seniors because I'm going to miss having you guys around in high school. Let's make this a very memorable semester.

Well, this update will suffice! I definitely take back what I said about not being able "to find the right words."

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I'm really excited, but I'm not really sure why. I guess it's just one of those big steps, you know? Beginning of April, I can't wait! <3














P.S. Thank you.

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"Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along"
The All-American Rejects

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"I found a tidal wave begging to tear down the dawn.
Mermories like bullets, they fired at me from a gun.
Crack in the armor, yeah.
I swim for brighter days despite the absence of sun.
Choking on saltwater. I’m not giving in. I swim."
Jack's Mannequin

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